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new lj. [22 Apr 2006|08:36am] !!! add my new lj... ___pinktissue. <3 Comment Add To Memories Edit

[26 Dec 2005|06:19pm] ♥ merry christmas. ♥</font? Comment 3 comments Add To Memories Edit

[12 Dec 2005|09:28am] I'm sick of seeing you cry And wasting all your time On someone who will never care enough To make you feel loved To make you feel safe I would drop my life to take his place To show you just how good Being touched could be Commit these words to memory For when you find yourself Pinned under his demands I am still an option that you have So carry me around Like a picture in your purse Pull me out when things are at their worst You can show up at my house Completely unannounced We'll have that movie kiss we talked about Where there are no words Just a soft and gentle score Our ears will ring from all the strings We'll let the screen go black And watch the credits run And see the names of every one Who we ever met And who we ever missed Each one had a role in this It's just another film that won't get made I'm sick of seeing you cry i danced. i had fun. i fell in love. =/ what makes me upset about this whole thing is that i'll never have the nerve to let him know because i've been hurt, humiliated, or rejected so many times in the past. while i really want to, i can't, because.. i just don't have the nerve. i just wanna yell, i love you so much. but i can't. what if history repeats itself? what if he starts nasty rumors? what if i get rejected? all these what if's in my mind.. =[ there are so many gorgeous girls at my school, and the ones that aren't really, well, they just don't really care. but i'm caught in between, and it's getting to me. i used to have major self images problems. i always wished that maybe if i had a little more body. maybe if i was taller. maybe if i was like the gorgeous friends i have at school, then the guys would give me a chance. take one of my best friends, natalie, for example. there are at least five guys that would love to go out with her, probably even more. and all the other girls, too, hillary, jessica... the list goes on. i want to be loved like them. i want someone to fall head over heels for me. i just want him to like me back. that's all i'm hoping for right now. i'd drop my life to take one of my friend's places, just because they're so beautiful. Comment 2 comments Add To Memories Edit

friends only. [24 Nov 2005|03:21pm] Comment to be added. Comment Add To Memories Edit

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